6.Trying to fit in

As a fresh graduate of high school of Holy Rosary Academy of Las Pinas City,I didn't know what school I was going to choose. Until my mom, her friend and my friend recommended me Asia Pacific College. At first, of course I asked, where is that? Am I going to fit in to that school? Are there any uniform that they require? These are the piercing questions that I encountered when I was making a decision.

Now, I am here, making this blog. Sitting at the library of one of the finest school in Metro Manila. For me, it's an honor to study in this kind of school because it's top 14 on the most expensive schools in Manila.

Look at us, right on the top of our faces is the smile of joy.
1st runner up. I thought it's not enough.
I never thought that with full patience and focus, we could achieve what's right for us.
But for real, I thought we would just achieve 2nd runner up or 4th place.
As my point of view, I felt hopeless when the host announced the 2nd runner up, We felt a little down, why? For them it's not enough. For me, it was enough to prove that we did our best.

I proved myself that I'm not the guy who will just stand and wait for orders. No, I conquered my fears to lead and to be a leader to a group. I was scared to lead. To the fact that I don't know what to do and people commenting bad things. I'm just doing what a leader does. To lead and encourage members.

Is this what fitting in means? I don't get it.

5.What is the most unforgettable experience last summer?

I know its a little bit late but I want to share to all of you what did I do last summer.

First thing I did on summer, I took a lot of sleep. LIKE A LOT OF SLEEP. SLEEP? SLEEP. Then, a lot of things happen.

BUT the most unforgettable experience is... I went to Cavite to teach guitar to children. So this is the music team.

These people was the reason I started I play the guitar. Anyways, it's just a small program where we teach kids or adults of all ages how to play instruments. Of course it's not teaching of course we had our fun too. For example we played games like swimming pool relays, indoor activities and more.

That flag. I was the representative of the group. COOKIES AND CREAM. I still remember how we've came up to that name. Anyways, it's all fun and games for us. I don't know for the other team so.. YEAH. Moving on. Like I said a while ago, a lot of things happened.







Moving on to the sad part. Everyone has no happy ending, right? So by that time. Me and my girlfriend broke up for being too much comfortable. I don't know what she's talking about but I had enough too. She said I was too comfortable to the fact that I don't check up on her. How could I check up on her when I'm too busy teaching kids how to strum a guitar correctly? Anyways, I don't know whose wrong. I understand that she cares, and she wants to talk. I need space too! I need to breathe! I need to rest too!

Anyways, time to move on. I thank my best friends who helped me to be happy again. Of course a brother to a brother, help one another, all in all die together. Haha, I'm just kidding at the last part.

4.What Inspired me to Dance..

It all started with the question, why?,

Why did you switch from music to dancing? WHY? WHY? then I replied, WHY DO YOU CARE?! Nah I'm just kidding. I don't shout at people. I love em, I love my supporters, joke. The truth is...

My ex-girlfriend started it. As a matter of fact, the reason why I started dancing because I want my schoolmates in high school to believe that I'm not who they think I am. That they can just push me around and disrespect me. In short I had a miserable life when I was in high school. I didn't have much of friends until 3rd year. Another fact is, I was conscious of my body, my weight and my fats. I don't want to be too fat, I want to be physically fit! I don't know when is that going to happen. A lot of things inspired me to dance like Michael Jackson or people would call him MJ, Poreotics, Madd Chadd, Jabbawockeez, and Mos Wanted Crew. 

To be honest, I like dancing more than playing instruments, because I can express what I feel. For example, if ever I feel sad, and I'm home alone, I usually dance my loneliness out.

People tend to judge me by my physical appearance.
I don't like it.
I hate it.