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Well, it's been a long time A LOOOOOOOOONG TIME since I wrote somethings here. I just want to put here what I've experienced for the past 235 days. 

Asia Pacific College (APC) is a good school. I like the ambiance, students, guards, everything. For the past 235 days I've been doing nothing but wake up, take a bath, commute and go to school, and do all the same old shit. Same old routine, wake up 4 a.m., cook breakfast, take a bath, take the tricycle, take a jeep, and then another jeep, ride an elevator, get to class, after class go home, take the jeep, take the bus, take the tricycle. I swear the commuting part is the worst part. Crappy people inside the bus. Like come on, we all want to go home just cooperate with the freakin' conductor. So anyways, I joined this organization called Asia Pacific College Dance Company. There's nothing much to say, I just want to say that they're all nice people. There was this one time that they performed Bills by Lunchmoney Lewis, and I swore to myself to that very day, "One day, I'm gonna go up that stage and dance that very piece." The amazing thing was, it did happen. There is a saying that "Nothing happens without a dream." I got this quote from my mom. (I don't know where they got that from tho) Mom was proud, Dad was too, whole family was. They were proud they spanked my ass every night because I always came home late. I smell like cigarettes and thing. I DON'T SMOKE THO I DON'T. The one thing I hate is smoking. Anyways, Since dinosaurs were the ancient ancestors of the colorful birds of today, dinos probably came in many bright colors—including pink. Kidding, hahahahaha. I'm going crazy I didn't sleep this night. So anyways, back to the story. I had this crush within the org. I'm not gonna say any names. She got my eyes, her aura was amazing, her eyes are amazing (even today), her hair, perfectly done, she dance as if it's the last thing she'll do. Let's just name her Bob. That okay? So Bob is a ABMA student. One thing I hate about having crush is I'm being an asshole. Asshole to the fact that I'm being rude. So, Bob has cute cheeks that you just want to pinch every time you want to see Bob. She's just my energy every time we train. My inspiration, everything. OKAY, that was getting out of hand. The best thing about joining an organization is outdoor activities. Going to schools and stuff. Everything that involves dance communities. So we went to some schools, La Salle, Ateneo, and Xavier. Almost every week of those activities, I have no time to talk to my family. It was sad, it was depressing. Joining an org is like committing to a marriage. It's hard, but it's all worth it. Too bad I left because of my condition.. I'm not good at saying farewells.. So yeah that's it for this blog. Kidding, SS151.. my block... This is Migell Gonzalo, signing off.

15. Everything is a cycle

Everything? Everything.

As said on the picture.. Everything is a cycle.. Everything revolves in a circle..

A baby is born, another one dies

As said on the Filipino song "Gulong ng palad, ang buhay ay, gulong ng palad" Everything revolves. Lets set an example, like me, Migell Adrian G. Gonzalo, once I was a plain guy no dreams, no assets, no talent and no nothing. I'm poor, I have nothing. In short, I was a little boy who have nothing but dreams. As I grew up, I began being fat, by the time I was in grade 4, then I got thin in 2nd year, AND THEN I GET FAT. Some might say that, it's nothing but rubbish. Try living my life. It's complicated. 

But little by little, I start to pick the lego blocks up. Start building a new person. A new Migell. A new guy who can do things. Picking up the pieces weren't easy, some pieces are very small to pinch, like small details in my life. Like that one time I got in a fight, I tried to move on, and wash that dirty piece of block but the world didn't even give me a chance. As I build myself up, I at least tried to add some blocks like my talents, guitar and dancing. Although it's hard, I still pushed it. PUSHED IT TO THE LIMIT LIKE NO ONE EVEN CARES IF I DO IT. Of course some people want to remove those building blocks off but I never gave them the chance. Finding those blocks weren't easy. I tell you that adding a little piece of detail in your life affects the whole you. 

Someday I will leave the world.. with nothing.. no memories, and no lesson to give. 

Take a good look. 

                           

14. What is life without me

 What is life without Migell Adrian G. Gonzalo.. Hmm.. I'm just a regular person who can do things.. People say that I'm a show-off.. but not really.. Maybe in their eyes that is.. but I really am not. To be clear, I just want to express myself. I dance in classroom because I want to, that is unfair to singers, they just put out a note if they are bored.

I just want to say or share 10 facts about me (true to life)
1. I should be dead right now.
2. I really hate children
3. I crack up when I hear the word "edi wow" I don't like that expression
4. I am a jolly person
5. I don't back out in a fight
6. If you want it, you'll get it. With restrictions of course
7. I am single
8. I usually choose cheese than butter
9. I can make you dinner within one hour
10. Never challenge me to a staring contest. Coz specifically I'll win.

I am a type of person that you could go with. I can change, people tend to say bad things about me. What is wrong? Why are you people like that? Is my kindness too much? Come on..

13. SoCSIT's All English Term?

All English term? It's like putting the icing first before the cake. It's like putting the decorations before the whole thing. But I'm not against it. It already happened. So, moving on. All English subjects with a twist, algebra and some information technology concepts. Although its just an English term, they've put a little twist. It seems easy but it's not.

On my perspective, in our first term there were a lot of costs and liabilities. What do I mean? A lot of money spent. On speech choirs, t-shirts, chants & cheers, etc.

EVERYTHING HAS A FINE SYSTEM. WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY. DOES A SINGLE 50 PESOS AINT ENOUGH?! WHY?! 15 MINUTES LATE FOR WHAT? You get my point.

12. Is it SoCSIT week? or SoCSIT days?

Needless to say but it's really confusing. As a freshmen student, I enjoyed the activities that the JPCS planned. The opening of SoCSIT is absolutely amazing. You can see posters of every block in SoCSIT. (I'll just state the events that I've attended) Mr. and Ms. SoCSIT, the night where we (APCDC) performed. The night was tiring but fun. Not only because we performed on stage but we represent every block that joined. To add, every year.

So that's it, Nothing to explain. Frankly, I didn't get to participate in some events. But the major events.

11. APC's Anti-Smoking Campaign

Why smoke? Is there a point to smoking? Why are people doing it? Again, what's the point? Smoking has been around for a lot of years. 5000 BC up to know? That's crazy. As I see it, it's just engraving smoke to your entire body. Like suffocating yourself. There are risks from smoking. I mean, MAJOR RISKS that can CAUSE YOUR DEATH. You could have cancers, like; (refer to the picture)

See those? Those things can cost your life. Long term diseases (green font) Stroke. That's a major problem. Oh god, I can't imagine the people I saw smoking having these. Some in my family, but what can I do? As my point of view, I just want to pour a big bucket of water just to save the lives of these poor souls. In my family, my parents learned. How about my brothers? my uncles, my aunties? I don't know how will I do it. I feel hopeless. What will I say? "Smoking kills" ? They always hear those words. 

Smoking can still be cured, it can still be away from a person. You can still turn your back.

10. Frosh night 2.0

Frosh night was a blast. The APCDC trainees performed even the band, we had a party, and had a tiring night. What is Frosh Night, they say that Frosh Night is the most memorable day that a freshmen student will have. Unfortunately for others, it’s not. As my experience, I saw people partying, I saw people at the side, and saw people just drinking from the fountain. In my point of view, it was really hot, as a normal Filipino dude would say “partida dalawang aircon pa naka-bukas nyan” LIKE REALLY EVERYONE IS WET SWEATY.

The performing group (APCDC)

Sadly to say that not every freshmen saw our performance. My block weren't present. That didn't stop me to perform neatly. Although I'm doing this for them they seem not to care. I represent SS151. But they seem not to care. BUT, Not only my block but my inspirations. My parents, my crush and my haters. Haha. More hate, more fame. 

To sum it all up, Frosh Night was fun. All your worries, problems, and assignments will be forgotten for one night.